So I've finally worked my way through the stages of grief and have come to accept Omar's brain splattering on the bullet proof glass at the bodega. Looking back at his killer, Kenard's, trajectory, I can't help but thinking how astonishingly well-telegraphed Kenard's move was. In a world of sociopaths and cynics, Kenard's angel face always stood out. It belied his deep-seated fearlessnes and his inherent understanding of the Darwinian nature of the Game: a lesser kid would've been cowed by Namond--considering his bloodline--but Kenard saw weakness in Wee-Bay's heir; he scammed him and when it was time to get beat down, he took that (at Michael's hands, no less)--though his tears were the tears of a child.
When he saw that Dukie couldn't command respect on the corner, he punked him, he ridiculed him, and took another beating. I suppose it's vintange David Simon: He gave us four kids--Dukie, Michael, Randy, and Namond--and had us watch, obsess, over their every move. But the one kid we thought was just a supporting player, just a hopper like all the hoppers before him, turned out to be the one to make the ultimate power-play.
And what of the victim of that play? Omar was always The Wire's most fantastical character; his existence made no sense. He defied the Darwinian order. But we loved him, so we let Simon slide. He gave us a show committed to urban verisimilitude and we lauded him for it, but at the same time we accepted--we craved--the ridiculous notion that Omar might survive a five-story jump, that he could walk through stash-houses with just a sawed-off in his hand and "Farmer in the Dell" on his lips, that he could limp through B-more in the daylight calling out Marlo's name, that he could do all this and more and live to see another day. During Bird's trial, when asked how he managed to survive in so perilous a living, he said only, "Day at a time, I suppose." And that shrugging, almost disinterested view of his own mortality is what I'm left with now.
Just before his death, Omar walked by a scattering mess of boys, paying no mind to the one who remained. Cold-hearted and clear-eyed, Kenard confirmed in that moment what he had seen before--that Omar was not the legend that Chris, Snoop, Michael, Avon, Stringer and the rest of 'em--us viewers included--had made him out to be: He was just "gimpy as a motherfucker," and he needed to die. How could I have missed that the kid calmly torturing a cat would be the one to do him in? I suppose I just didn't want to see. For Omar to have survived, for the viewers who came to fetishize his bad-assed ways to have their inner, emotional pleas heard, would've been a criminal disservice to the show. That's not to say in that split second before Omar got capped, as the camera framed him through the bullet proof glass, when it became obvious what was about to happen, I didn't scream, "No, please, no!" at my TV. I did. I knew but I didn't want to accept. Omar walked above the Street and above the Law, and, I had hoped, above the Game. We saw him cloaked in darkness and bathed in Caribbean light. We heralded his legend to all who would listen.
I thought Omar was David Simon's greatest gift to us, but really he was just Simon's greatest ruse: he made us believe that magic exists even in West Baltimore and then he punched us in the stomach and he was right to do it because, after all, there is no such thing as magic.